Spring of the souls has come

Anyone could see, that I thought you were the one for me.

Now its clear to me, that we were never meant to be.

Time and time again, I tried to hold your hand.

Time and time again, you spat on what we had.

Never will I understand,

such selfishness as yours.

So never again,

will this heart be yours.

All I can say,

is that despite all my pleas,

thank you for setting me free,

so I can spread my wings <3

The flower must be taken care of....

It truly annoys me when people give up on relationships so easy. They find one flaw in the other person and they cut it off. The fact of the matter is people have too high of expectations these days. They expect the other person to be perfect. Let me just flat out say this is an IMPOSSIBLE expectation. Even in your one true love and soulmate, you will have days where you bug each other. It's reality. Don't give up so easily. Keep working at it even when it seems so hard. Also have a little respect for yourself and don't expect the relationship to bloom all the way within a couple of weeks, and cut it off because it doesn't. Relationships take TIME. A long time. Just a little peak into Nicky's mind on what is grinding her gears.

Dylan

Your like a dream
A sweet sweet dream
Your too good to be true
You don't exist

It's all in my mind
It's all in my head
Any moment I'm gonna wake up and you aren't gonna be there.
Any moment I'm gonna reach out my hand to your face,
and your gonna dissapear into thin mist.

Theres just no way.
I'm actually....happy?
Because of....a boy?
A sweet sweet boy?

But I was destined for unhappiness
I was destined for blankness,
for emptiness.

So why me?

Your such a blessing.
I fear its gonna end.
All things good must come to an end.
Or so they say.
Lets hope they're wrong.
Just wrong wrong wrong.

I've just never felt this way.
And I hardly understand it.
And I'm ready to embrace it.
Even if it might scare me.

It may only have been a month.
But this is how I feel.

It may be a bit fast.
But this is how I feel.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Grow Old with you.
And I hope you feel the same.
Because baby, this is true love I feel.


I wrote this a little more than a month ago, when things were less serious between me and him, but I had just discovered my feelings and was pondering them. I think we had already established that we were in love with each other, but the love was so new, and we still barely knew each other. So I was afraid to post this on myspace. Now it has been a little more then two months and we are UNBELIEVEBLY close. It's been the two most happiest months of my life. And I thank God every day for him.