Today I was in church, and a sharp truth hit me hard. I realized right then and there, that when you die, that's it. No more. You are gone. The world keeps spinning round. People keep on living their life, waking up, going to work, coming home, taking care of their family, then going to sleep to start the routine all over again. Their lives are completely unaffected by your death. The WORLD is unaffected by your death. The world keeps on living, never knowing of your existance, nor caring. They are never aware of the sufferings you endured, the accomplishments you made, the things you did to help other people. Not even your bad deeds. The world just keeps on turning as if nothing ever happened. Only a majorly insignificant amount of people are aware of your life and your passing, and even they move on. Pondering this I found it to be very sad, depressing, and yet uncanny.
A peak inside Nicky's mind. Peace.